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(Desde ahora todas las entradas serán en inglés dado que es el idioma más usado en LiveJournal y así podrán ser leídas por más gente)

Hello! How is everybody?

It's been time since I posted here for the last time. I'm sorry about that, specially if any of you was worried about me. I must admit it's one of my defects, I've never been very good keeping updated journals or similar things. Usually happens that I start a journal and keep writing it daily, but one day I can't/don't write an entry and think "I'll write it tomorrow..." and then, I don't know why, not writing an entry for a day makes me feel like I've broken the rythm and is like I feel less and less motivated to continue writing every day, don't know why... It's pretty frustrating because I really like write journals, but maybe I'm not constant enough for that *sigh*...

I really want to break that tendency with this journal. Maybe I won't write it daily, but at least I want to make sure that every week there is at least one or two new posts. I think it's better if I take it more like something I do for fun that for obligation.

I any case, many things has happened in this time. Some good. Some bad.

But among those things, something very important happened to me. Something that has changed my life...

The day 24 of July became the most important day of my life.

For it was the day I declared my love for yajirobesama.

Five months had passed since we met for the first time, when he commented a KuriKomu fanfiction that I had wrote and posted in y!Gallery. In short time a bond of friendship was born between us, and grew into the most wonderful friendship I've ever had in my life. We started to talk via Messenger every day, sharing our happenings, supporting each other, having fun... Soon, our daily talk became one of the highlights of my days.

And with time, that friendship I felt for him grew and grew, transforming into the most wonderful thing in the world: love.

Although I was sure of my feelings, I was very scared of what could happen if I told him, yet I didn't want to lose him. So I decided to wait until I felt that I was ready for tell him.

And then, the 24 of July I wasn't able to hold it anymore and declared myself to him.

The seconds that passed until he answered me back were an eternity for me...

And he answered... And returned my feelings for him.

He loved me as much as I loved him.

And thus, we became boyfriends.

We are aware that our relationship might prove to be difficult since I live in Spain and he is from United States, but we really believe in it and that we'll be able to make it work.

Next year I'll travel to Houston to meet him in person. I'm patient, but I can't wait for the moment when I finally arrive there and find him in the airport terminal awaiting for me. I'll  embrace him between my arms and hug and kiss him with all my love...

Until then, we continue talking every day like we always do, although now there is something new and fantastic between us. I'm unable to feel alone anymore, I always feel like he's permanently at my side. I can feel that our love for each other grows bigger and stronger each day.

It's really that wonderful.

I love you, yajirobesama. I'm the luckiest man in the world for having found you, the most wonderful man in the entire world, and that you have accepted me in your heart and life.

I love you, and I will always do.


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Aug. 16th, 2008 08:42 am (UTC)
You're the sweetest person in the world, my sweetie.

These wonderful moments we're living will be always treasured in my heart.

I love you so very much... I'll always do.
Aug. 16th, 2008 09:48 pm (UTC)
¡Ya me preguntaba yo ande andabas!
Me alegra saber que las cosas te van tan bien y que has encontrado una persona tan especial. He sabido de otros casos en los que situaciones parecidas (España-USA) han acabado bien, así que ojalá que os dure y disfrutéis el encuentro en persona el año que viene.
Aug. 17th, 2008 01:19 pm (UTC)
¡Lo sientooooo!

Lo admito, soy un dejado para llevar al día diarios y similares, al menos no he dejado tirado este y ahora tengo bastantes ganas de continuar (aunque no creo que lo haga a diario...)

Muchísimas gracias por tus palabras de ánimo. Ambos nos sentimos muy felices aunque estemos tan lejos el uno del otro, pero estoy seguro de que un año pasa volando y dentro de nada estaremos los dos juntos.

Por cierto, ambos estamos convencidos de que a quienes tenemos que dar las gracias por habernos conocido son Kurita y Komusubi XD
Aug. 17th, 2008 03:49 pm (UTC)
No pasa nada, reconozco que un diario requiere cierta disciplina. Se lleva por diversión, y tal, pero es cierto que exige constancia. A todos nos puede llegar a agobiar a veces... Tú postea cuando quieras. O proponte hacerlo una vez a la semana, en vez de a diario, así no te agobia tanto.

¡Qué bueno que E21 propicie encuentros semejantes! Pero así son los fandoms, una mina de encuentros XD
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